So yeah, I met a girl at a concert a week or so ago. We exchanged numbers and stuff and then she wanted me to come to a show on Friday for a local hip hop artist at First Ave (kinda famous venue). Anyhow, I declined but said if she would like to ride bikes or something or see the show that was tonight I would be up for that.

Yesterday I called her to let her know I got in the Hip Hop video for the guy she went to go see and if she wanted to hang out with him she should come over. She was far away so declined but wanted to meet up at a bar and I agreed because I just wanted to talk to her more. So it was her and 3 of her friends and I was so nervous and weird and once was about to say something and held my tongue and she noticed and told me to say what I was thinking, but I didn't want her friends to hear so I leaned in close to her ear and told her she was adorable and she said thanks, and that it was nice of me to say that but nothing else and even short pauses make me uncomfortable when I am already that way so asked if she could change the topic to something totally unrelated and she did. She said she would see me at the concert tonight at the end of our night when we parted ways.

I biked over to the show tonight and forgot my wallet like over 5 miles into the ride and decided it would be ridiculous to turn around because I would miss most of the show so I figured I would see either someone from Best Friends Forever or her and ask to borrow some money but I saw neither. I called and left a message saying I forgot my wallet and asking if I could borrow 5 for the show and I would pay her back. Half hour went by so I called again and told her I would be biking around nearby if she wanted to hang out after the show but never got a call back. I am pretty sure I scared her off :-/

I sometimes wish I was like everyone else when it came to social interaction. On a plus note, the way back there was this gigantic hill (which I had to go up to get there) that I went down for about a half a mile and felt like I was going to fly.